This is a dangerous game we play. My dear friends, let me tell you... actually I don't know what to tell you! For how confusing and roulette my life is, I love it. I loooooveeeee livinggggg exactly as I please. I mean, how many times are you gonna run into someone who is like "Hey don't worry about anything!! You don't know me but I am obviously awesome and I'll take care of you forever, you can play my video gaems all day and I'll feed you HELLO KITTY BIRTHDAY CAKE." I mean HOLY . I is so lucky, because this happens to me all the time o_o Although sometimes it's Hello Kitty waffles or marshmallows or whatever. I'm not hard to please. The only thing that sucks is all of these awesome people that want me to decorate their house with my happiness live in different places and would be totally sad if I didn't live with them... what do I do? Well, props to whoever gives it the most effort I suppose.
I'm really really good at freeloading. But thats totally not the way I roll. I want jobs and learnings and life enhancing experiences with my friends and what not. I get the feeling that everyone else has a better idea or at least a heavier paved path than I do. If only because I have so many paths I could take, and all of them are promising and full of happiness for myself, and for whoever else gets to be a part of the life with me. But thats the thing, I don't want to have to choose someone elses happiness over anothers I want to be able to make everyone happy... it's just not possible! The best I can do is choose what I think will make me the happiest.
Good luck in Life, Toki! Don't screw up!
btw ever since I disowned myself from Apotheosis, my art immediately improved. Can't wait to show you. <3




Devious Comments
time zones.
how during this very moment there are people in the past present and future
and how even if it's momentary we can travel back or forward in time.
sadly you wont ever run into yourself.
and you can't repeat moments
but it's better that way
if we could do things over we wouldn't be where we are now
everything is involved with everything
but i guess thats the down side....
every moment has billions of cross roads.
so one can only wonder what happens to the ones you don't take
do they stay there for someone else to come across? or did one take those paths in another time...
perhaps every decision we make or could have made has happened but we as we are now, the me that i am and the you that you are are just one of billions of existances
of the same me and you
or maybe we're just all disappointments
with so many billions of paths
and we walk the ways we do
they get lost for ever
becuse those paths were just barely there waiting for us to start them
caus a path isn't a path unless you walk it
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私はよく終了する。
I wish you luck too, Audra. I hope whatever paths you choose lead you to happiness :3 I have no doubt that they will.
Love you always,
Jason
I was right to do what I did.
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un deux trois~
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私はよく終了する。
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私はよく終了する。
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I'VE GOT A BIKE YOU CAN RIDE IT IF YOU LIKE IT
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I'm a very different person, but different people all seem to be just the same, its such a shame.
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